I am having a problem with motivating myself.
Ever since the funeral for Benita's father, I have been in a type of fog.
Although I can turn on and off my dazzling smile and charm, when I am alone I find myself just zoning out for periods of time.
I had similar zone outs when my mother passed away. Thank goodness it is not as profound as that, it just a little disconcerting.
Right now my biggest job is to be there for Benita. To be her rock. To be that soft landing when she falls. To brush off the dirt and help her back to her feet.
My hope is that getting back to our regular routines will help get us back on track.
Patience and perseverance is the name of the game.
David
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